A quickie. I feel fantastic! I'm better than before the last flare and I'd say I'm 98% healed, the 2% due to a couple persistent itchy spots, the worst of which is the top of my right foot. If I scratch myself anywhere that area will break out for a few days, but so far nothing persists more than that.
I'm really reluctant to post here lest it jinx me, but then I am always saying I do not believe in the supernatural, so what the heck. I fully suspect that I will go through at least another "anniversary flare", and if it follows past ones it will happen next summer (my 4th year anniversary will be July 9, 2017), and will be less severe than prior flares, but take longer to get over. So, I am not declaring victory just yet. But damn, it feels so great to feel normal!
An interesting side note that other vets will likely appreciate. I have heard that TSW survivors acquired a sort of PTSD, and I always thought that was a bit out there. I mean, sure, it has been a tough road at times, but nothing like many, if not most, folks have gone through or, in the case of my wife Robin, will go through for the rest of their lives. Yet when my sister in Seattle called me and asked how I was doing, I had an emotional meltdown. I also find it difficult to post here, even though I have much to talk about, and many more watches to show! Haha!
That's it for now other than to wish everyone an awesome holiday season and may great healing be coming your way! Hugs from Texas!
I am a 60-ish married engineer that has dealt with moderate eczema my entire life, primarily through the use of topical steroids. In early 2012 things started going wrong, and this blog is a personal diary of my journey through Topical Steroid Withdrawal, also known as Red Skin Syndrome, Topical Steroid Addiction, or Steroid Induced Eczema. I have been completely free from all steroids since July 9, 2013. Please see www.itsan.org for more info and feel free to post here!
Monday, November 21, 2016
Sunday, July 3, 2016
Sunday, July 3, 2016 - 3 Year Anniversary Flare
Well, a few weeks ago I started getting worse, especially on my hands, and I was hoping it was due to the heat and/or stress from the Blue Goji Madness competition, but after coming home and returning to normalcy, the symptoms have got worse. My eyes are especially annoying, and I have been to both my GP and ophthalmologist, each giving me drops and ointment, but they have continued to get worse. My hands are a mess and a rash has returned to the inside of my elbows. Shit. I feel okay internally, with no signs of temperature control problems, so I am really hoping this will be mild.
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Sunday, June 12, 2016 - Goji Madness!
Here's a nice little distraction...
About a year ago I felt good enough to start exercising again, but I was having trouble getting motivated. I can't recall exactly how (I think it was one of those ads all over the place on Facebook), but I ran across a product called "Goji Play" from a company called Blue Goji. It has great reviews so I spent $100 or so and got it. It's basically a set of controllers that can be strapped to a piece of exercise equipment, in my case an elliptical, that allows you to play games on your iPhone or tablet will exercising. There are quite a few dedicated games available and my favorites are the lane-changing type where you are a character that is racing along avoiding obstacles, collecting coins, racing against other characters and the like. The buttons on the controllers change your direction or make you jump and your speed is determined by how fast you run or spin on the piece of exercise equipment. What is amazing about it is that the games require just enough concentration and entertainment that time literally flies by.
Earlier this year Blue Goji introduced the next generation of controllers and as a promotion created a contest, called "Goji Madness". Contestants could enter in one of four categories, open, over 60, BMI over 28, or veterans. The top 64 contestants, 16 in each category, would go through elimination rounds with prizes at each round. After 3 rounds there would be only 4 contestants left, one in each category, and the four would be flown to New York City where the semifinal and final rounds would take place live. I entered the contest in the "Seniors Rock" category not thinking much about it, and was totally surprised that I made it to the elimination rounds. I initially thought the email notification was spam and almost deleted it. Elimination rounds would be held each weekend where I would be paired up with another contestant with the winner of 2 out of 3 games would progress to the next round. Well, I won the next three rounds and I am one of the final four! My wife and I will be flown to New York City for the semifinals where the final winner drives away in a Chevy Camaro!
What's amazing to me about this, other than an old fat guy made it this far, is that a year ago I was entering the infamous 2-year flare and was shivering, sweating, unable to sleep, itching like a mofo, covered with oozing, cracking, and flaking skin and wishing life away. Even though I am going through a mini-flare right now (limited to my hands) I generally feel fantastic and am ready to take on the other contestants!
By the way, the folks at Blue Goji have been incredibly nice! http://www.bluegoji.com/gojimadness
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Saturday, April 30, 2016 - The Aron Regime - A Conversation with a Supporter
Regarding my Fukitol List Item #2, the "Aron Regime", the following exchange took place between Jeff Kastner and myself on the "Topical steroids - TSW / TSA / RSS - an alternative (AR)" Facebook page. It happened late last night and when I got up this morning I was banned from the group and this conversation no longer exists. I figured this would happen, so I copied it before I went to bed. Here it is. I do not know if Jeff ever responded to my final question. Jeff, if you read this, please post your answer. For those not wanting to plow through the conversation, let me summarize it for you. Jeff and Dr Aron believes that all problems associated with the nonexistent "TSW" is due only to an underlying staph infection that makes the eczema worse. My question to Jeff is that most of my symptoms that I have experienced for the last three years are not associated with a staph infection in any way. What caused those symptoms?
Note: Jeff brought up several things that I intended to address, such as Briana's experience, my comparison to heroin addiction, TSW vets, etc. Also, if I were to do it again I would be more careful with my words. It was nearing 3:00 in the morning and I'd had a couple margaritas. :-)
Note: Jeff brought up several things that I intended to address, such as Briana's experience, my comparison to heroin addiction, TSW vets, etc. Also, if I were to do it again I would be more careful with my words. It was nearing 3:00 in the morning and I'd had a couple margaritas. :-)
Just some odd questions I've been thinking lately. So all of us know a little about tsw right? My question is, since it exist and actually affect thousands of people, although healing process takes LOTS of time, but you can still see improvement in them and why does that happen ( the healing) ? Since the staph is out of control without antibiotics?
PS not trying to confuse or give any wrong info. Just want to know more about what you guys think.
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